Wednesday, July 23, 2014

No One Said It Would Be Easy (Sobriety)

I've made some tough decisions in my 56 years but my most recent one is playing games with my head.

My thoughts go from mellow to angry to confusion to comfort to why should I care.

But I DO care.

I want to watch my grandson (and soon to arrive granddaughter) grow to be young adults.  I know I won't make it that long but it's a good goal to work towards.

I always considered myself as a leader, successful, a change-maker and a lover of music and poetry (the kind that does NOT rhyme).  And now I doubt those all of those........

I am working my 12 steps and will continue to do so........but my mind is jumbled right now.

1 comment:

Leona Weaver said...

Glad to see you blogging. It will help sort through the jumble! Please keep posting the blogs to FB for me!